The Choices We Make 

Written By Kalu Christain 

It’s been a while 
A very long time 
Imma take a minute to think back
Words I lack to express what I feel
I’ve been crushed and broken
From the inside out 
Events bear no joy,just pain
There is this longing for something new 
There is this presence of something different
These words so shallow 
To capture the depth
Why can’t life be so good ,plain 
Long lasting happiness
Without the constant expectations 
Of a negative change 
Why should someone’s life be better off than another
Humans we all are
Aren’t we all equals?
Memories turned cages around us
Garden of anger and hate
Fruits of sorrow and bitterness 
Everyone for themselves 
No one cares to think of another 
In pain some die silently 
Yet we all walk around with smiles
Some love unexpectedly 
Some get addicted to someone
Some hate love 
It’s never been felt 
Damaged and depressed some fight for joy
While some don’t even care
For they are happy with their comfort zone
Some are just misunderstood 
They are different 
And human beings afraid of change 
And Judgment  
Try to change them into who we want
We try to make a reality of our dreams in people’s world
With no regard for theirs 
Why do some people care 
For those who do not seem to want it 
Some gradually begin to believe
The lies they’ve told themselves 
It can’t be better 
They can’t be wanted 
They can’t be loved
There’s nothing beautiful about them 
What happens when you can’t stop caring
When you need to be alone 
Separated from everything and everyone 
Not everyone that comes into your life 
Was meant to
Some are just beautiful accidents 
Unexplainable attraction 
It’s annoying to feel something unexpected 
And there’s nothing you can do about it 
What happens when you’ve slowly 
Become someone’s source of joy
And you begin to drift away
Can they be happy without you 
Do they know how to be happy without you
Sometimes we no longer know what we want…
Where we’re are going 
What we feel
We do not recognize our reflection
Drifting we are
A wreck we’ve become.


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